it's a luscious mix of words and tricks.

What is this mass confusion?
This crazy way we're living.
This emptiness we're passing out
like candycoatedwaterdrops.
I'm spilling out my thoughts.
You're spilling out your guts.




Today was long.
I don't know how else to describe it.
Good things. Bad things.

Special trips to Starbucks early in the morning.
A Stargirl gift on my front porch in honor of Fall!

And broken spirits.
It's always hard to admit, most days you feel like you don't exist. Oblivion is what you want, but you've been loved.

Broken bank accounts.
Seek first his kingdom and these things will be given to you. Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life.

Broken health.
Cancer research is the intense scientific effort to understand disease processes and discover possible therapies. Although understanding of cancer has greatly increased since the last decades of the 20th century, few radically new therapies have been discovered.

Oow.

"All that's worth dying for is already dead." An empty religion you've learned to accept. When nothing means everything, your daily routine. You go through the motions like a helpless machine.