they tell me that you hold the world together...

I smell like Jammin Java. The kind of Jammin Java smell where I've been busy doing things and making a mess in front of the espresso machine with some of my favorite coworkers.

"Erin, you're so happy. I haven't seen you smile this much in a long time." - Clay

There's nothing fancy 'bout the way I love you.
There's nothing you could not find in any other man.
There's nothing fancy 'bout the way I love you,
But I love you as hard as I can.
There's no good reason for the way you love me,
but you're my walking dream come true.
There's no good reason for the way you love me,
But I thank God that you do.
I don't know the perfect conversation.
I don't know the way to turn a head.
I don't know the perfect way to prove my love,
But I know I'll love you until I'm dead.
There's nothing fancy 'bout the way I love you,
It's as simple as the stars in the sky and the blue in the sea.
There's nothing fancy 'bout the way I love you,
But it sure is fancy how you love me.
(Dave Barnes, Nothing Fancy)

I love being a music consultant. And I'm glad I have Dave Barnes to make that job easier.

This picture is my birthday present from Kt. She is amazing. She has been that way since I met her and will continue to be forevermore. I love her in my life.

I haven't finished my paper! Bah! Agh! Oh no! It's been flooding upstairs. Poor boys. It's been raining in our laundry room. Poor us.

Life has crazy moments. Moments of doubt. Moments of sadness. Moments of pure joy. Moments of incomprehensible peace. Today I was reminded that God looooves me. That he's IN LOVE with me. That he wants me more than anyone else. David read me some of Enter the Worship Circle and I was so happy that I know how much God loves me. And I was so happy to have had my mom tell me that when I was young. And I was so happy to realize that I finally had accepted that because last summer I was still learning that. I'm so happy to see God's love working in my life. I just pray that others can see it too.

So, tell me there's nothing that You can't do and You'll love me though I've hurt You and that You'll take my blame. And Your love will never change.