that's what i thought

oh, why don't we ever believe ourselves?

woke up at 6am. it's been a long day. productive. somewhat. lots of things going on. can't wrap my mind around everything.

i had to quarter a chicken in class. chef made me. i cried when i went get my cutting board. (shhh.) i really didn't want to do it.

i was manager with danielle today. it went ok. both chef pernell and chef knapp told us we did a good job. i think pernell always says that, but chef knapp hardly ever. maybe its because i started talking to him in class today. took some guts because i'm kinda scared of him in a reverent kind of way. its like a respect crush - if those even exist. he's going to aiken for easter.

jesus died
for you and me.
we're supposed to remember today.
we should remember always.

how is his love so perfect? how am i made so perfect by it?
overwhelming. in a very good way.

for my mom:
... her children rise up and call her blessed;
her husband also, and he praises her:
"many women do noble things,
but you surpass them all."
charm is deceptive and beauty is fleeting,
but a woman who fears the Lord is to be praised.

it doesn't have to be perfect like a movie scene.