Ok. I don't know why I'm doing this to myself, but I keep reading this book and about every fifteen pages I start crying. I really want to ask my brother why he thought I would enjoy this book.I'm reading about Marines going into Iraq and about their families, their friends, and their girlfriends. I'm reading about them being bombed.
Where is the coast guard? I keep looking each direction for a spotlight, give me something. I need something for protection.
I wish my brother had never signed up for infantry.
I worry. And pray. pray. pray.
I'm glad Matt didn't sign up for anything like that.
I would really miss my sanity...
People who have loved ones in the military should not subject themselves to this, but I keep doing it anyway. Maybe Alison is right. Maybe I should just put the book in the freezer.
I wanna swim away, but don't know how. Sometimes it feels just like I'm falling in the ocean... Let the rain of what I feel right now come down.
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