Thursday, July 30, 2009

and now i cannot stop pacing

You know those moments where you feel like you've become the worst version of yourself?

That's how I feel right now.

I woke up too late to take my friend to the airport this morning. And yesterday I was half an hour late to my coffee date with some friends.

I've become unreliable.

Fuck.

There's an episode of Gilmore Girls like this:
CHRISTOPHER: Where were you?
LORELAI: Fruitlessly trying to rectify a ratty transgression.
CHRISTOPHER: Oh. You want some coffee?
LORELAI: No.
CHRISTOPHER: What?
LORELAI: What?
CHRISTOPHER: Well, I know you well enough to know that when you say no to coffee, especially in the morning, all is not right in Whoville.
LORELAI: Very astute.
(There's an episode of Gilmore Girls for everything.)

2 comments:

Charles Robinson said...

You're not unreliable, you're just human. We're all fallible. Stuff happens, the true friends understand that. You're not one of those people who have made flakiness a habit.

There's also a Pink song for everything: Don't Let Me Get Me

RachelA said...

oddly enough. i feel like i have had that conversation before....

ps. i love you