Saturday, March 07, 2009

i've had enough of romantic love

Truth time for anyone who wants to hear it.

I wear a smile most of the time to cover all the crazy things I worry about: money, my store, my hours at bath and body works, my grandmother's alzheimer's, how that is affecting our family, my brother in iraq, my lack of health insurance, relationships, other people's relationships and listening to everyone's advice. It's all very overwhelming for me. I'm trying to make sure I get everything done and that everyone is happy with me.

I've not done a very good job. I apologize.

Please don't try to analyze me. I don't need criticism. I just need you to know that's where I'm coming from right now. I'm working on it.

"I love my family so much. But, to love just isn't enough. It must be active, constantly active and often spoken." - Garrett Curry

... I'd give it up for a miracle drug.

2 comments:

Spudart said...

*hug*

Tori P said...

The Paddocks love you very much!