i can never decide how i feel.
i'm busy. i enjoy what i do, too.
i'm just not sure that i feel it.
dunno. its weird. i'm much more aware of my own feelings while i'm reading these books. right now the book is sorta sad. edward told bella he didn't want to be with her anymore and he left. i know it'll turn around, but when i read it i feel achey for her.
also, i'm on detox day one. fun.
i need to get back to work now. ugh. paperwork.
you're pushing and pulling me down to you,
but I don't know what I want. no, i don't know...
paramore: i caught myself.